I love and miss you dearly Mum. I know I don't come and see you as much I should, but it doesn't mean that I'm not thinking of you. I'd do anything to have your here in my life right now, just so I could have that support and advice that you always gave me when I most needed it. We all need you here Mum, I can't believe it's been 4 years already, it still feels the same as it has done from day one. You just learn to live with it I suppose. Bradlee xx